Day 253; 224.8 pounds

Long , crazy day. None of my surgeries were normal, my ferret still isn't doing too well. I have some cases that I really don't know about, and I am on call this weekend. My son had a relatively good day. Some things are happening in 4-H that I don't agree with and in general I just can't find the happiness in life anymore. I am tired. I am still morbidly obese and I can't seem to get off of this plateau. I work my butt off all day only to come home and continue to work. I am just not happy in life right now. I am depressed and I need something to change. I can't continue on like this much longer.

 Breakfast: 205
Lunch: 519
Dinner: 1495
Snacks: 273
Total: 2492